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Mommy to Two

Feb. 3rd, 2015 | 11:42 pm
location: Spring Hill, FL
mood: okay okay
music: Little Women of L.A. Lifetime Tv

Hello LJ!

It's been way too long... I wish I would have kept updating so I could look back when I was pregnant with both of the kids. Presley is a hyper little boy, 3 years old! We celebrated his and moms birthday here in Florida. Bella is almost 18 months old and she follows Presley. It is still hard because they are both still in diapers and Presley sees Bella with a bottle so yes, he does get a bottle. I try to give them a cup during the daytime and so far it's helping, until Bella wants a bottle then so does Presley. I hate that they missed Christmas and New Years with George, but we had a good holiday with Mom. I hope one day that we can see my mom and George every day, but she did decide the move to Florida. I want the kids to know their father. We skyped with George last Saturday and Presley asked who he was, but after awhile he said that's Daddy. I wasn't sure that he forgot him after almost five months of not seeing him. Bella kept blowing kisses and hanging up on his by accident of course. Dad went to Maryland in November and was hospitalized due to his gallbladder and his heart, but he pulled through and is back in the Philippines. I hate that we missed him that visit. There was so much that happened in 2014 and already a lot happening in 2015. I am packing our stuff up and trying to get back to MD to be with George and have this huge weight of guilt leaving mom, but I'm almost 30 years old and want to spend my life with him. I hate choosing one person over another, but I will try every chance to visit mom in Florida. She doesn't believe me. I'm going to wrap this up before I ramble on about more stuff that I'm stressing over.

Good Night LJ!

24 Days

Jul. 19th, 2013 | 09:02 am
location: Pie's A.C.E.S., Inc.
mood: tired and heavy

Hello Baby Number Two,

We have 24 days till our c section and I am scared. I think I'm more scared this time than with Presley. I hope you two get along. This morning I was woken up at 2am and had to pee so bad. It felt like you were going to fall out from all the heavy pressure down below. I was even rolling back and forth to get out of bed..like a turtle on it's back. It was funny, even at 2am. Presley wakes up at 6:30, 30 mins before we had to wake up for work and wants me to hold him as soon as I stood. I could barely hold myself up. So, I've been thinking, maybe we should try for the natural way, but I really don't want those "shark attack" labor pains. Way it felt when I had Presley. We still don't have a name, but we have several... I love Charlotte, Maribel, and Colby. Wonder who you will be and will you like your name. A name is very important and it should mean something, as everything should. I will end for now. At work till 5pm! Though you know that since you're with me.

We love you Baby, Charlie, Colby or Maribel.

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Feb. 25th, 2013 | 04:26 pm

My head is killing me again. Thanks baby number two.

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Sep. 6th, 2012 | 10:31 pm


It's been quite some time since I've been here. Presley is nine months and a wild child. I am fighting the back and head pain as well as Mom. We are falling a part. He is sleeping, I hope for good. I have work tomorrow...George and I are fighting as usual. I hope one day we all find happiness. Jimmy is out of Jail and I'm glad to have him to talk to. He's a good friend. George will never understand how much he means to me and will always be my good friend. Anyway, I can't believe I am starting to plan Presley's first birthday already!!! Either Mickey Mouse Clubhouse since he likes to watch is oddly enough starting a month or so ago or polka dots..or a mustache theme I saw in a magazine lol. I would love to invite Jimmy...but he won't go, I know he won't. Chloe, just turned two this month. I have my Budlight. So I will end for now, talking to Mom, gnight!

You're here!

Dec. 18th, 2011 | 04:44 pm

Well I went to the doctor November 14th to check how you were doing since you were a week and three days late. You wouldn't wake up during the sonogram, then we were hooked up to a stress test to check your heartbeat. No one told me if that was okay, all I was told was to go to the hospital so they could check me. My blood pressure was up...hospital we had to stay...
It's been awhile. You were born November 16, 2011 at 2:09 a.m. on a Wednesday via c-section. You weighed 7 pounds 14 ounces, 20 inches long. Head full of hair with dark blue eyes that later turned to green and now they are dark green and grey at times with brown in the middle. I dilated to a 2 then 4 and wouldn't anymore. The pitocin made your heart rate drop and you just weren't agreeing with the meds they gave me, so c-section it was. As soon as I saw you, you stretched your head up and were crying very loud. I knew you were fine! I was in excruitiating pain before and after the c-section. The labor pains were impossible to breathe through and even siking myself out by concentrating on the clock or any object wasn't helping. George helped me by breathing with me and that helped the tiniest bit. We stayed in the hospital for six days and then left. The doctor told me that it's 8 weeks maternity leave for a c-section, but I will probably go back to work earlier due to money. So were looking at Jan 1st instead of the 12th. I will end for now, until next time!

I love you Presley Rey!